Saturday, January 8, 2011
Ahhh...the old days.
These past few days my cravings for all old vices have been bad. I'm not in the best place mentally. I've gained weight the past two weeks in a row and I'm terrified of that number on Monday. The old "screw it" side of me keeps trying to pop up and tell me its hopeless anyway, I've lost all the weight I'm going to lose. Just eat some grease.
No burger for me. No food of any kind. I will get through this craving, but I'm still scared that it won't matter in the long run. I'm still scared that I can't lose weight. Weird.